Ashley+Whaley

Dearest Diary, Why me, my dearest Hamlet? Why must you put me through so much pain? I truly loved you my dear and I still am very much in love with you. But, I can no longer look at you the same way since you have murdered my father. Why would you murder my father Polonius? Did I mean nothing to you; do you enjoy seeing me in so much pain? My heart feels as if someone has stomped on it as if it has shattered into a million pieces. I just want to feel whole again, I want to feel that butterfly feeling in the pit of my stomach again and be overwhelmed with happiness. I want to see my father walk through the front door again and say “Ophelia how was your day?” But, I no longer have the chance to feel that way again thanks to you Hamlet. I still don’t quite understand why you must hurt the ones you love. Well, maybe you never loved me at all. But, I did love you and I know I would never put someone I love or anybody through this much pain. I want to get my revenge on you; I want you to feel the pain that I am feeling right now but, that won’t make anything better I will still feel this pain. I no longer see the reason to live without my true love and my father I have no reason to. I am too afraid to lose anymore loved ones so I shall no longer live to prevent the pain. I wish there were another solution but there is not one. Why must I die so young to relieve all this pain? Where are my saviours? At least I will be in heaven with my father. Well this is goodbye not just for now but for good. Ophelia
 * Ophelia's Diary Entry**